Farking Cold!

It's supposed to be a high of 14 degrees with a low 9.  Right now it's 12 and that effing cold.  That's cold that cuts right through a regular coat.  Stylish glove? Ice boxes! Slacks? Might as well be naked.  This weather demands  in-your-face-boy-your-ass-looks-huge parka, heavy scarf and big ass dexterity reducing man-mittens.  None of which I have.  So I will be chattering like rabbid squirrel with tourettes all the way to work while ham-handing the steering wheel with numb, shivering flesh clubs.

This cold that when the actual air that you breath hits your nasal membranes, your body actually goes "holy cow, my skin is freezing" and then begins to run just to keep the surface warm.  This of course freezes to your mustache along with the condensation from your breath. 

By the time I arrive at work I'll barely be conscious, frozen and frosted in the not-so-attractive way. 

Tomorrow will be just as cold.  So why don't we hibernate anymore?  I easily have a season of fat to burn...

Farking Cold!

It's supposed to be a high of 14 degrees with a low 9.  Right now it's 12 and that effing cold.  That's cold that cuts right through a regular coat.  Stylish glove? Ice boxes! Slacks? Might as well be naked.  This weather demands  in-your-face-boy-your-ass-looks-huge parka, heavy scarf and big ass dexterity reducing man-mittens.  None of which I have.  So I will be chattering like rabbid squirrel with tourettes all the way to work while ham-handing the steering wheel with numb, shivering flesh clubs.

This cold that when the actual air that you breath hits your nasal membranes, your body actually goes "holy cow, my skin is freezing" and then begins to run just to keep the surface warm.  This of course freezes to your mustache along with the condensation from your breath. 

By the time I arrive at work I'll barely be conscious, frozen and frosted in the not-so-attractive way. 

Tomorrow will be just as cold.  So why don't we hibernate anymore?  I easily have a season of fat to burn...

Thoughts on Las Vegas

Everything you *want* in Vegas is $50 more than you have in your pocket.  I'm sure this theorum is true up to a few million dollars.  While it is full of every entertainment imaginable, it is also a stark reminder of all that you don't have and probably won't ever be able to afford.  Such a strange paradox of the ultimate indulgence and ultimate despair.  It was odd.

I was much to busy to really take it all in.  Although, I did make it to one show and did manage to lose $60.  Here's another theorum, "All money won in Vegas stays in Vegas."  The idea that you "won" over the Casino is hillarious.  While you may walk away from the Blackjack table with a cool $1000 in winnings and feel like quite the gambler, you will quickly blow your winnings on the surrounding luxury.  I mean... why not? it was free, right?  Don't forget the first rule.  You will easily find the perfect gift for $1050 in a shop not 50 feet from the gambling floor.  I guarantee it.

One "luxury" that annoys me to no end is the "expensive normal item".  This is an item that you routinely buy at the normal price, but in affluent areas it costs 4 times as much.  I'm not talking about speciality water imported from france costing 4 times more than Aquafina... I'm talking Aquafina costing 4 times as much.  A normal water bottle I can get for $1 in KC cost $8 in Vegas--must be the shipping.  Cigars that I buy routinely for $4 were $20.  Same exact brand and item--4 to 8 times as much.  I'm sorry rich folks... but that is just stupid and it's one of the reasons the world hates Americans.  It basically says "I got so much money I can piss it away for no good reason while the rest of you slobs suffer in poverity--oh I could spend less on the same things and give more to help others... but crap that's boring."  You want to charge me $8 dollars for water that as been run over the thighs of naked virgins... hell yeah, I'll pay.  But don't charge 8 times as much for normal stuff.  If I'm paying for luxury, I want luxury damn it.

You could see the effect of endless unfulfilled desire on every casino employee.  They all looked tired.  Even the beautiful ones.  You could see that the endless confrontation with how much they could never do was sapping the strength from them.  While I used to think living in Las Vegas would be great, I'm now not so sure.  The weird thing is, I know I could probably be fairly successful in the environment.  But oddly, I don't think I would want to pay the price for it.

Viva Las Vegas

I'm going to Las Vegas tomorrow for a work conference.  The telephone powers that be are still trying to agree on how to play nice in the data market.  So this is a big deal international conference to talk about it.

While I've stopped in Vegas before, I've never actually left the airport.  So I'm pretty excited to see it.  We're staying in the freaking Bellagio.  I didn't pick it, thats where the conference is.

Thanksgiving was good, but busy.  So busy I had to squeeze my own mom out of our visiting schedule.  But with non-stop stress and drama going on for the last month and in to the foreseeable future (trip and all), I just need the weekend.  With that extra time we actually did a tiny bit of remodeling which I felt really great about.  Then, of course, one of the kids came down with a fever.  But that's family life.

In case you ever wondered, being divorced is amazingly hard.  It never seems to get easier either.  I keep waiting for a "normal" time, but I should know better.  Every interaction is going to be a mine field of past, present and future issues.  Stack that on top of the insane goings on at work and I have this very, very bad brew of stress at work and stress at home.  I don't seem to have a safe haven anywhere.  I constantly worry about doing something wrong or saying something wrong or not doing the right thing at the right time.  Generally the consquences for mistakes result in crippling stress where I can't do anything both at work and at home.  I miss my folks and friends in Nebraska terribly.  But there is no time to visit or get away. 

I think (at the moment) I'm keeping on top of it all.  I'm signing some re-financing this week that will ease the monthly cash flow.  I've had some crucial things fixed around the house and the kid sharing schedule has been finalized somewhat.  So it's not all doom and gloom.  Of course, I'll have to go through legal re-negotiation again this year which will disturb all that again.  Several work projects need to hit (and hit hard) in January.  So I think some of the issue is that I just can't see a time when it won't be crushingly stressful.  Of course nothing can be cut or put on hold, all of it needs to be done now. *sigh*

Even the trip is really more stressful than exciting.  I could use the time at work to complete projects.  Plus, dumping the house on Amy for 3 days is uber hard on her.  Maybe this weekend will be calm!  hehe.  Oy! I just keep buying lottery tickets and the damn numbers just won't hit.  I think it's rigged.

Harry Potter (no spoilers)

Harry Potter was very good.  While all the movies have been well done, this one I think stands out as a really good movie beyond its Harry Potter franchise.  The director spends much less time showing us the wonders of magic (moving stairwells, talking pictures, ghosts, etc) and more time focusing on the characters and the story.  The effects are of course top notch.  I haven't read any of the Potter books myself, but my wife indicates that while this movie doesn't change anything, it does completely gloss over some aspects of the story--emphasizing the adventure over the brooding "it sucks to be Harry" mood.



The action is good and the overall plot is engaging. 

d20 Modern Game Notes - Find the Cure

We got a game in Sunday (Yeah!)



We last we left our Intrepid Heroes they were lost on a mysterious apparently abandoned space station.  They were transported there when Christian activated a relic recovered from an ancient undead infested ruin.



Showing remarkable stamina, the troup slogged through every last room of the outer level facing murderous aliens.  Slowly the team is ground down.  In one climatic battle Ryan is struck down by a mighty blow.  Fortunately the group had recovered a number of plasma pistols that seems most effective on the creatures.  Russ (full vampire now) finds 3 dodecahedrons that all seem to vibrate at a nearly undetectable frequency.



Eventually the group stumbles on to a protected room.  In this more function portion of the ship the team works their way to an observation chamber.  Great windows display a view of the earth with a single robed figure keeping watch.  He stand motionless apparently carved of crystal.  It holds a glowing vial--the Cure.  Ryan takes the cure but decides not to drink immediately.  The crystal statue appears to move, but only when no one observes it.  It seems to be made of animated glass.



When Russ presents the dodecahedrons it touches them on each facet simultaneously and they morph in to more crystal aliens.  Once all are animated they open a passage to the center of the station where there is a fully operational starship.  The ship appears to be constructed by humans for humans.  But how it could remain here undetected in near orbit is a mystery.



The 3 vampires, with no food source on the ship must leave for Earth via one of the 6 shuttles on the Starship.  They land on a night side forest somewhere in euro-asia.  Christian, Atanaska and Jeff remain on the starship which also appears to be well stocked with provisions.

October is Over

October seems like a simple harmless little month, but for the Owings family it is packed 31 days.  Two of our children have birthdays in October.  School activites are in full swing including teacher conferences and field trips.  In addition to the kids, no less than 3 other relatives also have October birthdays.  And then there is the tiny child super-holiday that is Halloween.  Costumes times 3, decorations, parties and planning.



The surprise this month was the mini-van breaking down.  So in the middle of all the above we had to scramble to get a new car while I had to ferry everyone around in my Jetta (five of us).  It wasn't bad, just "one more thing" in already busy month.  But the net results are great.  We got a used 2002 Kia Sedona.  It seems pretty good... it has a new DVD player in it and most of the regular stuff.  It does have pretty high miles... 85,000.  But beggars can't be too choosy.



I've not gamed at all the whole month (aside from WoW).  But I have done relatively well at keeping up with some household chores.  I also adjusted the brakes on two child bicycles--gotta do the man stuff. 



I'm really looking forward to Nov and Dec though.  I love the holiday season... I think I must be sappy, but I could sing Christmas songs for the rest of the year.  Give us some snow and put up some lights!  What's wrong with 3 months of Christmas?  Better than 3 months of tax season!