Not all that much happening

Another day, another dollar.

Days still go by.  I'm probably in a bit of a rut.  Nothing really bad and nothing really good.  Oh I don't like to get too down here because things for me are not all that bad.  But I'm just not excited about my life right now.  It just seems complicated and hard.  Most of the time I struggle between one giant problem and another.  If a week goes by with no giant problems, it's a good week.  There are no triumphs.

However, I still have a great family, a home, a job and good health.  So I can't really complain.  It makes me sad to see Chandler and Sabrina leave every day.  It's like a constant reminder of the time I'll never have with them.  Every time my ex is within vision my anxiety level rockets upward.  I still have too many bills.  So I have all these nagging little things that keep me from being really excited about things.  Dunno.  Just wish it was a little happier.

Hmmm... I probably should dig in to planning fun things to look forward to.  Maybe a light house project or two.  One of my buddies is having a big camping party in June.  My anniversary is coming up in April. 

Anyways... just some thoughts on a page. May you find $100 on the sidewalk today!  Why not wish some boons on friends?!